A Fateful Haven

Everyday is the same. Walking a line between living and only existing. I'm waiting for something, anything, to wake me up from this. Nothing but that 80-proof anesthesia by my side, my lifeline. The lights are dim, flickering on and off. I wander outside and see nothing but a blank, snowy landscape, without a soul to be found, like some crazy dream. I go to speak, but no words come out. Not even the sound of the wind, or a distant car passing by. Am I even alive at all?? I can feel my heart beating. But really living is more than just a pulse. There has to be a way out of here...i have to find a way out of here........